Kadang2, bila aku tgk mak aku buat kerje umah smua sendiri2, aku betol2 kesian seh tgk dia..lagi2 time aku dgn adik2 aku tengah skola.. She have to do everything by herself..Its not that i dun help her wif the housewerk..I do at tyms wen i am free..wash clothes, fold clothes, etc etc... But then, my skool curriculum and planned activities juz kept me from helping her.Tapi aku tau..mak aku kuat. Nasib baik she tak kerje.kalau tak den, warhhh berat sungguh nanti bebannya...Aku ni bukannya pandai sangat masak..stakat masak yg simple2 jer tu boleh arh.Mak aku masak pun, aku kdg2 cuma tau add taste to the food that she cook..I mean, in a sense that i add maybe xtra salt, sugar, spices and watsoever to her cooking wen i know the taste is not enuf..Itu pun dia tak pernah tau..Dulu dia pernah cakap, kadang2 time sakit pun dia kene buat keje..Demi anak2 nyer.. Aduh...mama, ur pengorbanan is so big i never know if i can be tat strong if i am a mum myself in future.Me, ila and saliha can never imagine the stress that u have to go thru.Ma, anis betol2 treasure wat u done for me and ila and adik biarpun kadang2 ngomelan mama sakitkan & memekakkan telinga coz we kinda never fulfill ur wish at tyms.But deep inside i know u have a reason fer all the blabbering that even bapak got so bored hearing it from u. U do all these to bring us up.I inderstand that.Sorry to tok back to u at tyms wen u say one thing, i say another..But still, i never tinggikan my suara wen i kinda' scold' u back..Apapun, i know u will always be strong..I promise i will look after u wen u tak terdaya in future.I LOVE U MAMA