My stories

2009-09-03T10:28:00.002+08:00

aint so active lah..so lazy and too busy to update. I feel like i wanna try sumthing different for a change.Maybe wordpress or livejournal..lets see...after exams over ok.. Ouh i so cant wait to be over the moon. Coz now not juz the tym

2009-08-23T11:03:00.001+08:00

Its fasting month oredi..tapi rasa cam its still to early to puasa gitu and still to early to raya jugak hmmm.But tats juz the fact

2009-08-19T21:38:00.002+08:00

things has been really busy and tiring especially wen u have to werk skool werk skool werk skool. Ya even though i am only werking like once a week but the tiredness i really felt it. Revisions on the go for now coz exams is juz around the corner. I still have lots to catch up especially that stupid OA..urggh..wat my luck.I juz wanna make it thru.Dear god please give me ur guidance so that i can pull thru watever obstacles i am facing right now..

2009-07-29T23:08:00.002+08:00

Fuuuuhhh. I am damn tired to the max. WAH PIANG EH! uat be nye assignment dua article.and one more article to go..sheesh! so mafan lah..tat one i do tomoro lah. like around 300 plus werds to go =p.Tomoro da last chance.pas tu friday kene hantar.

2009-07-17T17:04:00.002+08:00

Can you tell what kind
of person someone is by
reading his or her blog?

2009-07-12T21:15:00.004+08:00

U know sometyms, in friendship after knowing each other for like so long, never did we expect that our dear fren whom we shared ups and downs 2gather has bad 'habit' that we did not even know.Until someones tells us this and that about him or her .Sometyms its hard to believe but other people told us coz they seen it with their own eyes already. How could we not notice tat eh.I wondered myself too. If me, I will be dumbfounded and speechless sebab tak sangka kawan baik kiter nyer perangai macam gitu.

2009-07-09T21:36:00.003+08:00

sometyms, when u one to have something, u got to sacrifice another.It always happen doesn't it? sometyms, things don't always go as planned.
And why sometyms effort go to waste? Is it fate?
Sometyms, life can be really unfair to us..
we meant well but some just took it for granted.
only to realise we got hurt.
But we only can give our all to the almighty
maybe all these happen for a reason.Something
for us to learn and reflect to decide wats best for us
and also to test us.Accepting reality can be really tough tym people.

2009-06-30T21:35:00.010+08:00

let the pictures do the toking

1, 2, 3 pose gals *snap*

takmo makan arh tu kueh da bau lu!

Aisyah: the mermaid turn human

juz us 2

apalah korang bikin

big, medium, downturn(the smiles i mean)

the ecp outing with the nursing mates..well, galz u know wat..Its almost all our outings at ecp jer tau.i never have my chance to blade!! =( i cant do it alone..Not without a trained person ok..ouh well.yeah for now, tats all i gotta type.Need to turn in now coz gotta go for class 2moro.nyts peeps and peoplezz =)

2009-06-19T20:14:00.003+08:00

I dun mean to dissapoint you tat u have to answer for my actions..I am sorry..I tot i had done quite well myself.I admit, sometyms certain things i dun take it seriously.. Somehow it made me feel guilty. U have been quite good to me even though sometyms u kinda strive for perfection tat can be pressurising.. I try not to waste this chance anymore.

2009-06-15T20:37:00.003+08:00

sekian lama eyh tak keje kat deli...tapi tak lah terlalu lama..haha today i enjoyed werking there..maybe becoz tak full house nye pasal arh tu pasal..but i dun deny thr fact sales tak byk..especially for the manager lah..And if u want saless to be a lootttt... the place got to be buzsy giler babi hutan wif lots and lots of kambings and lembus(the customers i mean) who sometyms come in like hungry monsters..Yalah must tahan the pressure lah and it will be good if u can manage really well.. Actually not really feeling well coz i am down with cough and flu but nak cari duit nyer pasal aku kerje arh..haha wat else i wanna sey hah...ouh yar went back with hairie juz now well, not really went back lah..coz halfway thru i met up with farhan..some idiot played a prank on me thru his phone and it goes like this:
mystery no(mn):elo hanifa
me:u are?
mn:guess lah
i gave a call but he hanged up
mn:asal kol tkleh teker ke?
me(kalo bleh takmo layan arh irritating sak dia ni) intan?
mn:intan mana sey
as i turned to my side..the mysterious number was hairie rupanya...urgh!! i was like wth ...
aku mula2 da agak da confirm dia tau..bila tanya takmo mengaku...ceeetot ni anak...all along aku tgh jalan dgn dia from the outlet to mrt station he played a prank on me! sempat eyh hairie..nanti ko aku kenekan balik besok2..buat muka step tak kenal nombor.
haha yeah..as for farhan's case, met up wif him at sunplaza to have our light meal at kfc. i orderd medium sized mash potato and small fries.I tot i can finish up everything but i was wrong..halfway jer da kenyang.If not for Farhan who finished up the balance my money would have gone to waste. Tanx buddy..i hope u dun catch my sickness seh..tak takot jangkit ke ni budak.. ouh well wats important, have a fruitful day and days to go ahead..ok chaoz.Its tym to turn in.nyts people

2009-06-11T20:52:00.003+08:00

Skool holidays are oredi around the corner..yesh people its juz around the corner.. without us realizing tym pass really quick nowadays.. Tau2 jer skrg da bulan jun seh.. 4 weeks of holiday, i plan to werk more..insyaallah and update my bank account...
ouh well, talking about today..my group members: Intan,Aida, Yani, Teena and myself did a last minute meet up for our project tat got our lecturer kinda pissed off with us..Did quite a big topic till our heads want to burst. ouh yar reason being she was pissed is becoz we did not inform her we aint going for her class due to this project tats why. In fact non of us attended any lessons today coz we seriously need tym to write up wat we have to say, planning, the video and everything..thank goodness everything is over now.. Very much thankful to Azhar who helped us thru our project and video recording our play..

2009-05-27T21:58:00.002+08:00

Hey Aisyah..ur 20 oredi ehh..ceh ceh da young woman seh...
btw happy belated b'day ayte.Moga panjang umur dan murah
rezki.stay humorous as always.. like those moments u always
like to kacau me..haha yeah..but do allow me to kacau u back ayte
*winx*

2009-05-25T15:02:00.003+08:00

With Intan, Tina and Farhan in the skool library ryt now.Actualli Farhan wants to go to Bishan library. But Intan insist on going skool library.Mati2 suruh farhan tukar skool uniform dia..haiizz.Kesian farhan..Dia senang give way arh dia.. No lah is not like i am going to take advantage or sumting. Just appreciate his kindness tu jer.. tapi tu lah..nk tgk dia argue pun cam susah gitu. ouh well. Todae resume was urghh leceh arh..Not many people in the class like life skill module.they think its a bore.I use to always fall asleep during tat lesson.i myself dun understand why.. bleargh

2009-05-09T21:53:00.002+08:00

Mas Selamat is caught like finally.....
My lil sissy once aked me a joke and it goes like this:
What do the malaysians say wen Mas Selamat entered M'sia??
Ans: SELAMAT DATANG KE MALAYSIA

haha funny lah seh hiak3

2009-04-20T20:28:00.004+08:00

okay upon a few ppl request, i shall update this goblog.Its been weeks and days and hours and god knows thousands of seconds i left this stranded.But i still love my blog thou. Skool has been so far...okay..i come to realise that tym flies realli2 fast.Damn it.Baru last week orientation.tau2 jer nari da second week.I'm oso glad to say that i tag along realli well with some 0f my new mates ever since the first day.cool kan =)Yeah. i feel somehow feel like its kinda like a mixture of seconday skool and poly life.ITE bishan is not as big as other colleges i must say.For some ppl, if they want to have their cca, it they have to travel at other ite ya know. tak tik tuk tak tik tuk tau2 jer da graduate.den pastu masok poly balik.yeah i know maybe at my age, some ppl may say its a bit too old.but diff ppl learn at diff pace kan

PS: to my morpho gals, anytym wen yall are free, do contact okay.i know yr 3 is gg to be tough.watever it is thou we are not physically 2gather, maybe for the tym being, we will always stay togather in our hearts. mizz yall loads and hope to see yall grad as staff nurses *hugs*

2009-03-24T20:33:00.003+08:00

wah liao weii lamanya tak update sheeshh..jaddahh..ouh well. wat ive been up to lately, werk werk and werk most of the tym ya know..i'm onli a part tym but werking there seems like full tym gi2..haizz..i hate full house ya know..guests keep calling u wen u have sumting important to do..cam irritating kan..especially wen they ask for the bukan2..geee...grrr..btw..skool is going to start on the 13 of april..For those who knew me, dun be surprised.I am no longer in NP.I changed my course.I've oredi thought thru.I dun want to take nursing.For these two years, i will be spending my time in bishan ITE, taking higher nitec in accounting.New skool, new ppl, a whole new environment.I just hope i can make it thru and survive. After wich, i plan to go to TP.i wanna take finance..(chey blm lagi masok skola pikir da jauh per..) i will see how thing goes.I juz dun wanna repeat the same mistake like wat i did in poly.i wanna make things better.I believe things can always get better.
ouh yeah the ecp photos, haizz till now blm post gambar2nye sumer..bila nk start post gambar ni.. haizz ASAP lah ifa ko ni slack jer lebih..

2009-03-10T20:55:00.002+08:00

I want aglio olio...
I want scallop pasta...
I want beef lasagnes...
I want lamb shank...
urgh..droolz these food makes my tummy rumble ya know..
Anyone? treat me? can3? pretty plzzzz
geee, i hv no freaking idea why..but i'm craving for delifrance food now..
*whines*

2009-02-27T15:07:00.002+08:00

All this while, i have been taking flowery skin with lots of colors sampai kalah kan rainbow..haha kalahkan rainbow per.. so now, i juz want something plain and simple.*winx*

2009-02-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

work was quite a challenge juz now..things can get really hectic when the house got really packed with customers and what more lack of staff..Sometyms, some customers can really get on our nerves like tempoh hari..i mean like hello, u have to learn to be patient okay.ur food cant arrive in just one minute..besides we have other customers to attend we know u are hungry so are other customers so ur not alone. the most annoying thing is wen we get customers who can be really fussy and stuck up who wants things to be done exactly their way.But i must say we people put in all that we can to give them good service.So customers are always ryt huh??NNNOOOO. i strongly strongly disagree especially those irritating ones.For some, i wonder why is it so hard to at least put a smile on their face wen we treat them nice..ouh well, maybe in their heart they are satisfied? i dunno..ouh yar MS things sometyms can stress us up especially wen it is full house, and we have lots of customers to attend we 4got to say all those simple things like enjoy ur meal n stuff i mean like things really get really worked up so there is a possibility certain things can slip out of our mind ryt? so is it really our fault we 4got to say wat we suppose to?learning to multi task can be a challenge 4 some of us.i must say perhaps here and there i am still keyyykok =(. FNB line even as only a part timer can be really2 tough.Especially wen facing with customers who can get fussy and stuck up.satu jer da susah nak handle.apa lagi kalo u have a few more kerenah to layan..bleh run out of energy seh seriously.
well, the ups and downs of going thru all these, somehow it really taught me a lot.yeah okay ppl for now thats all i can post here, i am off to bed now..goodnyt and dun let bedbugs byte u *winx*

2009-02-25T22:52:00.007+08:00

Another g8 day 2dae with ma nursing peepz.went to suntec city to do some shopping and stuff..Well, its more of they shopped while i juz look aound here and there..trying on stuffs but never had the guts to buy..Went to all sorts of places to look for clothes..haha yeah..pompan eh tak sah kan kalau tk g shopping.girls will always be galz ahax.i was kinda attracted to one of the clothes there..it cost 39 bux siakk..thou it was on offer..juz over my budget =(..kalo $$20 tu tkper jugak..bleh afford..hmmzz..ouh well, maybe next tym,there will always be variety kan kan kan..
2hrs of shopping and looking around but seems like 4 hrs seh.Gee.tym is slow wen it seems fast.
Yeah had our late lunch at mad jack baybeh..bleh jadi mad makan kat mad jack..ate so much seh gee..bake rice, chicken wings, chocolate cake..aisyah and tiana were like pestering me to eat wen i juz cannot afford to stuff in too much..haizz well oh well cant wait for next week to come for some blading session with them.yayy!! like finally, something i've been looking forward to..hopefully goes well yarh

i was like her image consultant heh

macam fairy lah dier

at madjack

can get mad and crazy at madjack

2009-02-23T16:20:00.006+08:00

had a really good tym with Dee yesterday..went out with her to west coast for some bowling session..haha yeah Dee beat me a lot lah seh coz i scored only half of wat she scored..gee, lama seh tak bowl so yeah kinda keykok a lil bit here and there..i only hit the target wen tym is almost up..LERRR!!! just my luck TSK!TSK!TSK! it was great thou..Dee, letz do it again next tym yar but wif more ppl and at different place ayte =) maybe at marina or sumting *winx*..selagi tak menang, aku belum puas..*grinz*
Ouh yeah after that we headed of to lot one at cck to have our meal at bistro delifrance.Like finally, i get to eat the crispy chicken my stomach been yearning for and the blue coruoco diabolo drink while dee had her strawberry diabolo.SEDAP! dee asked me:"taknak makan kat tempat kerje ko?" i replied "gila per nak makan tempat kerje sendiri paiseh tau tak" and we both had a good laugh about it.The whole thing was my treat thou.Tapi ikut banyak mana aku mampu.. once in a while aja yar..kalo slalu..bleh pengsan aku.

2009-02-14T12:43:00.003+08:00

Baby, had i done the wrong thing to let u go? I'd rather be alone if i cant have u..I dun deny the fact that i still luv u till this day..Shud i juz let fate have it all?? i am utterly confused ryt now..Whatever i do or wherever i am u has always been running on my mind..my heart still yearn 4 u.Why are we like so far apart now?Are we really meant for each other? Are we like so different in so many ways? there are tyms that i really cried wen i think of u..felt so hard for me to fall asleep on tat particular nyt..for the fact that i still luv u seem so unbearable.I'm sori baby about how i feel towards u i'm sori about wat i said to u last nyt.Even wen i pen down all this i already feel like crying.Sometyms i wonder if our love life is juz meant to be a storybook..The letter u once gave me, the poems u once sent me, i still kept it till now.sometyms i tot about the happy moments that we once shared togather, how u kept telling me to be wif u always the quarrels that we had b4 they juz seem so unforgettable.Is it really over for us? coz ryt now all i could ever think about is u.I come to realise i guess i really love u deep deep.

2009-01-27T16:24:00.000+08:00

i guess i wanna start using livejournal..feel like it larhhzz

2009-01-11T12:19:00.002+08:00

Okayy.. its been super duper long tym i have not been updating my blog..Well, tot of updating it around like two weeks ago, the day i went out wif my best fren..Yeah we went to raffles coz she wanna collect some vouucher..Ingatkan she can get the voucher den kita bleh blah..skali haizz we kena lecture by some staff over there about the activities over there like yoga and stuffs.macam macam bende orang tu ceritakan i was like erkk ok..but for the moment i am like lack of cash soo i dun tink i can join any of the activities there.. Yeah he showed us around here and there I was like telling aisyah "merepek siol" and dia bilang aku "tau takper".Tapi certain activities kat sana camm kinda nampak gerek jugak arh..yeah..well aniway, i coundnt promise tat i would come down to that place to join the activities coz i got more important things to settle.sori eh aisyah..How about i treat u to lunch or sumting?? ko nak tak..Well, no pics fer the moment so later wen i get the pics i shall post them..adios ppl..chiozz gotta get ready for werk =)

2008-12-29T16:59:00.003+08:00

Went to simei ite tadi for an interview for ma nursing course..they kinda encourage me to go back to ngee ann or maybe nyp coz of my o level results.Well, deep inside, i do like to go back to np or nyp instead..thinking deep ryt now..for the sake of my future..I seriously missed my poly days ever since i got dismissed..If given the chance i wanna start everything anew..I know, i wasted so much time and money too..I feel realli terribly sorry.I really am.To start afresh is not easy but i hv to move on.I fall but then i have to rise again.this goes the same to everyone else..I dun wanna lose hope.Well, for the fact no one does..Watever it is, juz try to do wat we can to make things better. I am duped ryt now..felt like dunno wat to do..but still theres always a solution to every problem .
Ouh well for now.. i dun even know if i am still in a relationship.I dun know if we are still 2gather..My baby's sms startled me tat nyt.i was speechless.And hurt.i dun deny tat.. coz i still luv him.. But love cant be forced..If really it cant work out, then its tym to let go.Thats the only way.cant expect much.Took me some tym to accept this fact..Baby if u are reading this, i juz wanna say tank u for the love that u showered me, i appreciate every little things u did for me.I'm sorry if theres any point of tym i gave u hard tyms or any problems.I forgive u for any wrongs u done to me.After all we are juz humans we bound to make mistakes.I wish u all the best in everything u do.tanx for the memories we spent 2gather..

2008-12-20T22:59:00.001+08:00

ok..now my blog is made public to all =)

2008-12-09T21:23:00.001+08:00

Everytym kalo nak kuar dgn kawan eh, mesti ada clash dengan jumpa matair aku..asal seh..grrr..
arrrfff..sheeshhh

2008-12-05T20:01:00.003+08:00

sometyms love can get complicated between both parties.
its not easy to maintain a long2 relationship..
apa lagi till the end of our life.Both have to trust, respect, learn to give n take.
not all the tym sunshine occurs, sometyms rain does or maybe even storm.
we are both humans wif our own strengths and weaknessess.He might not be able to understand her from a to z.She oso might not be able to understand him from a to z. Relationship mana yang takda dugaan..Watever it is wen both know how to tackle the prob tat they face together, know how to tok it out openly hopefulli love can last

2008-11-26T22:43:00.002+08:00

werk has been realli challenging since the past how many days oredi..yeah..fnb line is realli very2 tough..well, u have to mit up manager expectations, well diff manager diff style..so it realli depends..I am realli thankful to people like zul, raj and all those who have guided me thruout..tanx ppl..i realli appreciate it.Gee, one thing i dun like about the job is facing up with stuck up customers..they are realli like #%@&.. and some of them oso realli fussy..Well customers are always ryt..but somehow in my heart i dun realli agree to this statement..like one tym..raj was having a hard tym explaining to this lady abt the bill she has to pay..after kene marah baru paham..agaknye kalo raj tk marah sampai bila2 pun tk akan paham arh. actualli nk ikutkan who hv the ryt to marah customers kan..ouh well, for the fact that they pay us..ouhwell, my werkplace, we dun call customers..we call them guests..high class beb..yeah..later wen fullhouse...oooii busy gila and sumer orang nk cepat oii..bleh stress..Yeah..but hopefulli things will be alryt eventualli..
hope so..

2008-11-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

Ver 2 :
Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
terasa hangat oh didalam hati
kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi

Ver 3 :
Tak pnah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
ku saat itu takut mencari makna
tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada

Chorus :
*Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
smua kutrima apa adanya
mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
di ruang rindu kita bertemu

2008-10-25T19:53:00.002+08:00

I
MISS
NP =(

2008-10-23T09:39:00.003+08:00

went out to meet azizah yesterday...well, supposedly, aisyah was supposed to tag along too but then, i dunno wat telah happen so its onli me and zizah.Met at her house to lend her my nursing textbook for her common test. Den, we headed off to lot 1. We yak yak yak as we made our way to the shopping centre..well, she showed me some nice clothes at cotton on and boy the prices were quite affordable larh sey..But then, too bad i am not buying any coz i wanna save up so, maybe next tym..aniway, we stolled here and there, i wanted to see some roller blades over there coz they coz a bit cheaper like 60, 70, 80 bucks but then too bad cant find the place =(.as we strolled along, met her mum on the way and from there, we went our separate ways.

last werd:
there are tyms i wanna cry thinking how badly i miss those days i juz wish i am in skool ryt now
the frenship that we built i hope it last fer as long as possible.I hope to meet up wif u ppl and spent the days like we use to do..miss yall loads

2008-10-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

Well, supposedly skool is starting in like 3 days tym..But well, since my appeal is not successful, i am not gg to skool..Aku kinda miss my nursing days seh..hanging out wif my loved ones, the ups and downs that we shared..the hospital attachments in ttsh, nuh and kk i miss the smell of the wards, the patients perangai to handle, the thick and thin moments of working at the ward, the procedures that i did, and errr oh yeah,not forgetting the stupid mistake i made that kinda got me into trouble tat i realli cried uncontrollably thinking how stupid i can be to make such a mistake.. I remembered how much i prefered werking at nuh more than ttsh..i guess its bcoz ttsh is a strict hospital compared to nuh.My favourite one was werking at the rehab in ang mo kio..
ouh well tats almost everybody favourite coz its like so relaxing..But then, rehab is not challenging enuf..Coz we learn more at the main hospital tats why..Ouh well, i have to admit i realli2 burnt my parents money for the sake of my education..I actualli plan to werk in like two years tym..haiz..shud have put in more effort lah seh..oh well tings had already happen..Hopefulli tiz tym round, can make things better.Watever it is, it takes tym =)

2008-10-03T14:36:00.003+08:00

well read my sister's sms..its kinda lucu but i guess can be quite true so here it goes
ps:sori no translations coz its much more funnier in malay

To all women and gals out there do take note of this coz its kinda true actually

its normal wen u are in ur 20s u look very MENGANCAM
then wen u turn 30s u start to behave BERMACAM-MACAM
den wen u are in ur 40s to 50s u start to feel TERANCAM
sadly, wen u reach above 60s orang langsung da tak bleh CAM

heh oh well jangan marah yer.hehehe

2008-09-27T15:47:00.007+08:00

Yoooo people, i am back to singapore from serawak..Miss me? heh..Dun miss me arh..boohoo..so sad...heh. kidding onli..So far the study trip was nice experience, though its like so hot over there, and its like during the fasting season..But the important thing is, we gain experience and see the difference in our country and other people place..Well, i must say, we singaporeans are fortunate bcoz we have quite a number of hospitals and system here is fast and convenient while over there, they onli have one hospital and system is a lil bit slower..Their population there is way bigger than here..Not juz visits to hospitals and clinics..We also have our free and easy period.. Weeee..Shopping was like the waiting moment for everyone..heh...So i bought some stuffs as souvenirs for my family a friends also..The shopping place over there, erm, oklah, i was like looking up and down to find suitable gifts..but then now i am glad they like it..its the thought that counts anyway.
Oh yeah, we also like the hotel we are staying..high class babe me and my roomates were like staying up late at night in the hotel to watch our so called late night movie..

Katak mainan posing seksi

at the cultural village

At university

last day at hotel b4 we leave

2008-09-20T08:32:00.002+08:00

Booohoooo people, so from two days later onwards i will be leaving singapore for 4 days.Got to go to trip to serawak at kucing. Yeah its a study trip..Wonder wat will be going on over there. Fasting also over there..Gee, wonder how its gonna be like..Well, for the sake of experience, find out for oneself lah ryt ryt ryt??? I gonna miss my family and my baby too..And i know he is going to miss me too ryt baby?? pray for my safety and everything ok dear ;)

2008-09-18T16:17:00.002+08:00

gee, like i said , my dream became reality...ok i already tried all i can to do the best that i can do..But looks like i am already dismissed from the nursing course..Or maybe i never tried hard enuf..I feel so terribly sori..How much of my parents money i wasted already..Spent like 3 years in this poly..and my frens whom i loved a lot..oh god.. i realli going to miss those beautiful moments i had wif them..tapi got to move on, find sumting new already..life must go on anyway..wats the use crying over spilled milk..Yeah i admit.. its my fault..Still i can only pray the best for the future..Umur aku ni...haiz..Actually plan to werk in like two years time..But then i guess things takes time now.. I hope i dun repeat the same mistake over n over again..

2008-09-13T21:39:00.002+08:00

ahax..i dunno wen was the last time i updated this.goblog of mine..but anyways, juz got home from granny house.Break fast over there..So its kinda different today.No terawih for the day.Amik cuti from terawih in other werds..hehe..cuti ke per..
BTW, this few days fazli has been keeping me company from like almost day to nite larh seyh..baik dari hp and msn..sampai hp aku nye batt cepat low, prepaid pun cepat low..dia nya mepek tu alamak ..susah nak angkat babe..Fazli, u ingat eh my prepaid ni..kalo dabis top up kan tau..oh yar yang paling penting, belikan i hp baru..huahuahua.Anyway tanx fer keeping me company, without me expecting to..appreciate it a lot.Heez.lolz.

Counting down 3, 2, 1, in one weeks time i will be away from singapore..so gotta spend some tym preparing things to bring..and err oh yar the barbeque tingy..haiz..still lom settle lah..Yeah, waiting fer netti and the rest to settle down coz they having attachments now..so, gotta make my own preparations first b4 settling things wif them..

And err so yeah, tats abt it..will update more in time to come i suppose =) ;)

2008-09-07T18:41:00.002+08:00

I am officially 20 oredi.. since yesterday
goodbye to teen days.
moving on to adulthood now
Its time, to grow up
take it up another level
More responsibilities coming in the way

2008-09-05T18:04:00.002+08:00

I come to realise that at times, we have to make changes in life..To change for the better.In order to do that, we have to look back at the past mistakes that we have done.Changes takes time.Aku tak deny that so much dugaan dan rintangan harus dilalui sebelum kecapi impian..Hanya doa dan usaha sahaja yang dapatku jalankan..Namun at the same time i know that ketentuannya di dalam genggaman Illahi.Manusia hanya boleh merancang aja and usaha jer.But still, jangan putus asa lah..keep swimming and keep swimming in 'lautan api'.Suffer come first.Ya Allah ya tuhanku kaulah yang maha mendengar hambamu yang lemah ini pohon kepadamu agar kau berikan kekuatan melalui apa jua onak dan duri dalam dunia yang penuh dengan pancaroba ini . Ku pohon petunjuk darimu ya rabbi agar segala kesilapan yang ku lakukan dapatku tebusi.
Ku hanya manusia tidaklah sempurna yang penuh dengan khilaf tapi bisa bezakan yang baik dan yang buruk.
At times, kita tak boleh miliki segala galanya dalam dunia yang fana ini.mungkin setiap yang berlaku punya hikmah tersendirinya.

2008-09-02T19:58:00.003+08:00

okie dokie.. juz finished break fasting..

Well what happened today...
Had event in school just now.HS olympiad they called it.An event opened for secondary school students.Well, 9 secondary skools attended the event.I was in charge of taking attendance and touring the 'kids' to a few places..My group of students arh... haizzz so notty and noisy till i must spent a few moments making sure they settle downBut still diaorang okay jugak..Bleh cooperate.So everything is fine.Event started from 9 to 5pm.I was outside the lecture theatre taking attendance for students and with their respective teachers.The moment the lecture theatre door is opened, heard some music playing is like as if the people are going to the disco to club..Thats wat i tot..Coz it seems like it..Actually... i did not thought of coming for this olympiad tingy until Abang Muh called me up few days ago saying that they are desperate for as they need more people..However, still, i came and never regret it coz ada cca points..And that was worth the while *winx*

2008-08-31T12:39:00.003+08:00

Thought of heading to escape theme park yesterday with mak kin and mak son since aisyah aka makson has free ticket..Tapi kan.. haiizzz =( =( =(..tak jadi lah babe..pasal mak kin tak jadi pergi..Well, i think its becoz of her boyfriend..larh.. biasalah orang yang bercinta mestilah buah hati is the top priority tol tak??..Still, i already travelled from north to west that was spent travelling for 1 hour plus so dun really wanna go it to waste. Plan changed i told aisyah we jalan2 around tempines.. So much problem larh sey semalam..but anyway, things were settled..and i dun wanna drag on the problem.So we headed to tempines mall and went shopping instead me, aisyah and adillah aka lala(aisyah youngest sis).The clothes there were nice.. sale is on..I was attracted to pretty tubes but then at the same time i was yearning to get myself a long skirt..Was attracted to one at this fashion..But then again...grrrr...arhh man...wthlah can..the sizes never fit me.The displayed skirt was the exact one i thought of getting but then too bad lah sey it was OUT OF STOCK *sulk*.. Hmmm takper lah..BTW bulan puasa hampir saja tiba.So maybe 2 nyt start to solat terawih already with my parents.Buat teman2 ku di luar sana baik yang rapat denganku, yang hanya casual2 dengan ku dan juga yang kurang rapat denganku ku ucapkan selamat menyambut bulan yang suci ini yar..Mudah mudahan Allah panjangkan umur, murahkan rezeki dan berkati hidup kalian semua yar.Amin yarabbal a'lamin.*winx*

2008-08-29T14:56:00.002+08:00

MY HEART MELTS
WHEN I SEE
CIVIL DEFENCE BOYS =)
GANTENG LARRHH
OOOOHHHH

2008-08-22T20:11:00.002+08:00

JENG JENG JENG.. holidays are here like finally baybeh..members gotta go fer attachments and stuff..As for myself, i am like having holidays fer like 8 weeks..fooh 8 weeks larh seyh..As far as we know, nursing students have shorter holidays than other courses..But some people have special cases so its kinda complicated at tyms.Oh yeah, looking forward to study trip at sarawak during late fasting month..Wonder how the environment there gonna be like.hmmzz

2008-08-21T16:48:00.006+08:00

Was rumagging thru the storeroom juz now..Found my long-time -ago photo albums..And i mean long2 time ago wen i was only toddler..2 decades past now.Wen i looked at the photos i was kinda brought back to those times wich i kinda miss very2 much..They were basically photos of me and my babysitter, mak esah who took care of me wen mom and dad were off to werk.

Baby me and mak esah

Baby me and mak esah again

and again

I love u mak esah.. like many2..Tanx fer making my childhood days wonderful tat i can never forget in my lifetime..Sometyms, i juz wished i can go back to my childhood days and spend my days wif u and ur family..
I remembered wen it was as if i was the youngest in ur family but then the reality is, i am the eldest sibling larhs..haizz..But then never mind lah..At least got a feel on how it feel to be pampered wen u are the youngest.
Those pictures above really2 deep down brought me back to those happy memories i used to have once upon a time =) =) =)

2008-08-11T11:47:00.003+08:00

Hahax da lama seh tak update blog.. sampai kawan aku asyik complain jer asal aku lama sangat tak update blog..bingit sangat agaknya tengok blog ni tak update2 sampai dia suruh buang..takmo buang arhh.. sayang seh blog ni.. but then anyway.. was rummaging thru the shelves and i found a bookmark with words of inspirations on it.
That bookmark was my sis one given by her teacher sometimes ago. Some inspiration messages written at the back. some of them were likely:
1) in lifcome we experience painful sharpening from time to time thru various problems but we need it to bee stronger person.
2)We will be able to correct the mistakes we make and also grow thru them.
3)The most important part of us is always on the inside =)

waiting and still waiting..looking forward to celebrate after exams.. got plans in mind where to go, what to do..yadayadayada watsoever..
And tats about it folks..will update again sooner or later.. i guess

2008-08-02T10:05:00.005+08:00

lately when i enter my friendster profile, i receive comments that erk... okay... how shall i say it... well they are more likely videos of sexy ladies terpampang on the friendster comment..Well i suppose other friendster users also receive these kind of comments..I dun quite understand what they are up to actually..and the thing is, i dun even know them..these US gals.. GRRR.. tak paham takpaham.But then still..are they really from US?? not sure.. maybe maybe not.

2008-07-26T10:25:00.002+08:00

Dad will be away fer 1 month to london..hope he doing fine over there.
counting down and still counting down... 3...2....1...its already nearing the 4th week of skool..still got loads to do . till a few more weeks to go... and things will be done..hopefully..
well, i guess juz keep moving on..tanpa disedari, without u knowing it, it will be over somehow..

2008-07-17T09:15:00.003+08:00

Am in skool ryt now..with my dear mak son in the library..For these two weeks, skool have been really2 hectic.I come to realise.. i have to make lots of sacrifices to in order to achieve what is wanted.I really feel the pain now.the torture.I dunno for how long more..still swallowing all the pahit getir kehidupan..I suppose everyone will go thru such situation..GRRRR..i laugh, i smile, sometyms i appear happy.But deep down inside, only god knows what i am feeling..what i am going thru.Sometimes, we kept wishing the pain and torture was yesterday..grrr life is unfair.world is round but unfair..but it looks like thats the reality..=(....
hmmmzzz tsk tsk tsk ... better cry now laugh later..

2008-07-11T18:07:00.002+08:00

GRRRRR
TSKTSK
skola tiz week boring gilerrrr. masok klass asyik nak tido jer ..tapi..too bad larhs aku da janji pada diri sendiri..tiz tym kene betol2 buck up.Time orang nak ubah keadaan, time tu lah cobaan datang menduga..

2008-07-05T09:21:00.002+08:00

Skool is only 2 days away, therefore, gotta start new plans and the plans will be basically:
1) be more punctual for classes
2)less sleeping in lectures & also tutorials
3) put in more effort in my work
4) Revisions when come back home
5)dun want to fail exams anymore
6)hand up assignments a bit earlier :)
hopefully thigs go smoothly for me and everyone else.All we need to do is get ur hands and legs moving.When god willing, results will be achieved.

2008-07-04T12:32:00.006+08:00

WOOOOHOOO...
YEEEEAAAHH...

hahax.. yesterday was so geewwd..So active with the peeps around.Had truckloads of fun at ECP.
Still, memenatkan jugak seh.Mandi laut sampai muka & badan merah2, cycling and blading session too..Wah.. use so much of energy till we "wear off".... Still, it was such loads of fun..Hopefully next time, can have more of this outing but next time round with more people..Insyaallah

oops! Tiana posing tenggelam

Cheerleading in the water..heez

Hi there

2008-06-29T15:54:00.002+08:00

So wat is usually one problem that has to be faced by women???=o To me, its ilike, women usually face problems due to men.Let me tell u why:
Women has their monthly Menses
Women at their 40s have Menopause
When women stress some go 4 Manicure
Women suffer from Mental health more than men.(coz women emotion are easily touched)
Hiakhiakhiak..Ok, cant really tink of other things related to having the word men inside.
These are the 4 common ones that i know. Well oh well so any boys or men to be out there if u reading this..jangan marah yee(dun angry ok)..hee3

2008-06-27T14:31:00.007+08:00

Yeah, quite a great time yesterday with Aisyah and Helena..Headed town at pasir ris with these both loves..Window shopping, and beach viewing..Actually, tot of going to escape theme park for some exciting ride..grrr..is too bad it was closed..My excitement was over b4 it even begin.HMMPH tsk tsk.So plan changed.We sat down at the beach instead and tok about real life stuffs :) :)..Haizz, the conversation yesterday, toking bout irresponsible people...made me really think really deep.like the saying goes world is round but unfair.Thats life plain or rather ..painful reality.Well, we people gotta bear in mind that tiz world is only temporary.Our next life is either heaven or hell..titik.
Well anyway that poor helena mati2 ingatkan we go wild2 wet coz wen aisyah called the day b4, she said we are heading to downtown so helena actually got the wrong idea and furthermore, her cash was juz enuf for food and drinks.I tot the same way too at first.hee2.

Oh yeah.we also headed of to ECP fer some blading and cycling session..hahax..so tipsy wen i was blading..still i really tanked these two gals fer the guidance..and err also..tanx fer cycling away wen I was being tipsy on the blade..(eh makson, roller blade taw bukan razor blade).Bladed along till my legs cramped.ARRRGHH, felt like it was going to fracture...Hahax.Anyway, At ECP there had truckloads of fun with kerenahs and all..Lets plan more outing next tym ak gals=D

2008-06-20T19:03:00.002+08:00

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.( of course I original)
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.(no lah must werk fer it)
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.( strong? well at tyms)

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. (I do, at tyms)
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. (kinda so not me)
You have the classic "Type A" personality.(tiz one also so not me)

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.(I know I intuitive..Really meh I understand world than most people meh??)
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.(*giggles* agree with it.)
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.(hmmz kinda true lehs tsk grrr, hate tiz part)

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.( tiz one oso at tyms)
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.(hmmz agreeable)
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.(Hurhur so the me)

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.(me? loving? aww tats so sweet=D)
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.(oh is it?)
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.(yeah, usually)

2008-06-18T20:11:00.003+08:00

dreadz. dreadz dreadz..If only i am having attachments now..maybe time flies faster..
missed those moments of attachments..dunno the reason why but juz missed it loadzz.The patients, i built rapport with, the procedures i did(which i juz luv so much), the hectic stuff and the like yada yada yada.Usually posted to TTSH fer attachments..Haizz, the smell of the ward, the patients behaviour nurses had to tolerate the smell of the canteen food.OH my, these juz leave fond memories.Oh yeah, i was posted to NUH, KKH and IMH.Of all these, NUH was my most preferred one thou the canteen food was a bit ex.Planning to werk there wen i graduate anyway.And hopefully my PRCP will be at NUH too =) =) Knaper aku suka nuh sangat ni..tak faham lah:0
Maybe is bcoz i adapt there the best??? hmmmz..not sure.GRrrrr arrrhhh..For now would lurrrvvvveee to go back attachmentz but too bad had to wait next semester:(.whatever it is. aku dah tekad..tiz tym, i wanna clear all my modules and not to repeat anything anymore..Aku da serik:p

2008-06-15T17:28:00.003+08:00

hahax..tat tym, i written about my mum so now i write about my dad..Pa, ur birthday is like on 14 of jun ryt?? i cant remember myself..Anyway i would like to wish u to wish u happy 48 birthday.Getting older huh...u will be like 50 in 2 years tym.By the tym i suppose u will retire?? maybe... i dunno.. Yeah so it will be like my turn to take over ur job..i suppose..Yeah.. its kinda like payback time i guess.
Sorry for using so much of ur CPF for my skool purposes
Sorry for being a double standard daughter at tyms.
Sorry for giving that ignoring look wen its tym to ngaji.
Sorry for being irritated at u wen u ask me to do my prayers at tyms
Sorry for spending so much of ur expenses than wat u expect me to spend
Sorry for not being able to see the sacrifices u made fer the family
Sorry for making u pay so much fer the house bill
Sorry for giving lazy answers wen u ask me qns at tyms
Sorry for not listening to u at tyms
Sorry for all the wrongdoings i did to u..well if u think there is any..i dunno
Pa, u can be considered as one of the conservative parents.U are kinda strong in religion..One thing i would like to ask for u..PLz..pretty plz give me the freedom i yearn for so long.I am a big gal now.Not a kid anymore.Whatever i do, i hold my own sins.And thats my own responsibility..
However, thank u for being such caring father all these years.U can even play ur role as a mother very well.I will pay back all ur hardwork and effort someday somehow.I know its not easy for u to find rezki for our family.I wont forget all the pengorbanan u had done for mama and me and ila and adik.Once again.Happy Birthday.

2008-06-11T18:15:00.004+08:00

Kadang2, bila aku tgk mak aku buat kerje umah smua sendiri2,
aku betol2 kesian seh tgk dia..lagi2 time aku dgn adik2 aku tengah skola..
She have to do everything by herself..Its not that i dun help her wif the housewerk..I do
at tyms wen i am free..wash clothes, fold clothes, etc etc... But then, my skool curriculum and
planned activities juz kept me from helping her.Tapi aku tau..mak aku kuat.
Nasib baik she tak kerje.kalau tak den, warhhh berat sungguh nanti bebannya...Aku ni
bukannya pandai sangat masak..stakat masak yg simple2 jer tu boleh arh.Mak aku masak pun, aku kdg2 cuma tau add taste to the food that she cook..I mean, in a sense that i add maybe xtra salt, sugar, spices and watsoever to her cooking wen i know the taste is not enuf..Itu pun dia tak pernah tau..Dulu dia pernah cakap, kadang2 time sakit pun dia kene buat keje..Demi anak2 nyer..
Aduh...mama, ur pengorbanan is so big i never know if i can be tat strong if i am a mum myself
in future.Me, ila and saliha can never imagine the stress that u have to go thru.Ma, anis betol2 treasure wat u done for me and ila and adik biarpun kadang2 ngomelan mama sakitkan & memekakkan telinga
coz we kinda never fulfill ur wish at tyms.But deep inside i know u have a reason fer all the blabbering that even bapak got so bored hearing it from u. U do all these to bring us up.I inderstand that.Sorry to tok back to u at tyms wen u say one thing, i say another..But still,
i never tinggikan my suara wen i kinda' scold' u back..Apapun, i know u will always be
strong..I promise i will look after u wen u tak terdaya in future.I LOVE U MAMA

2008-06-06T17:58:00.002+08:00

hmmmmzzz
I juz ponder and wonder why...
why people loves to take a good look at nurses in uniform wen they are in public
u know , in the bus, in the MRT , shopping centres and everywhere else...
excluding the clinics and hospitals.
Is it the way we wear our uniform?? is it our uniform is weird...hmmmz not sure :0
I remembered the very 1st time me and ma fwenz wore uniform fer attachments,
everybody around is like looking at us like freaks.U know, like they never see nurses b4 tat kind.
Felt kinda weird when they see see like that.In my heart i was like: see wat see see??never seenurses b4 or what??..Yeah, i understand, some nurses wore tight looking uniform which made them look so the saxay..wooo wooo.Well, as times goes by, people still do take a good look at us nurses but then, we dun notice as much like the first time we experience right missies :) :)

2008-06-04T18:15:00.002+08:00

Yeah babey, CT all over and its time to enjoy WEEHAA..Had my last paper juz now..PAS2...the paper..ok larhz..hopefully i pass my PAS.well whatever it is..i know i tried my best..if fail also..its not the end sooo, never give up :) =)..yeah, my frenz having attachments, i am like stranded over here for four weeks.Dunno why, but i juz missed my attachment days which is like a long time ago, the last one was at KKH and IMH. Well, still, i got planz fer this 4 weeks. chill out and watsoever.. and maybe juz laze around at home...anywayzz..new term starts i hope things will go on smoothly fer everyone..yup2 heez =D

2008-05-25T19:24:00.002+08:00

errrggghhh... only 1 more week left b4 the start of common test..stress la beb ..
belum prepare sangat.NR2 assignment lagi..haiz..so much to do yar know..
nampak nya..gotta really die2 must sacrifise this last 1 week man.No choice lah
like i said..do wat i have to do finish wat u have to.

2008-05-19T13:00:00.003+08:00

Siiiiigggghhh!!!!! tired lah...but too bad, no choice, i got to do what i got to do.NR2, PAS2, both individual assignments..grrrrr stress lah deh..hate individual assignments coz it sux..No energy to do anything right now.postpone sana postpone sini..Ifa, ifa, bila nak habis nanti kalau cam ni..cannot larh like that.dun wait fer last minit or things will go havoc later. alah, wat to do, like i said, do what u have to do.susah2 dulu, happy2 nanti..hahax...orang senang2 ni happy2 plak eh.Completed already about half of the nr2 work..later 2nyt or afternoon like that do nr again..Rasa cam taknak buat pas2 tu adalah..all i care, on the whole, i passed all my modules and then, happy already lah.

2008-05-18T21:26:00.003+08:00

friday was so good..had a pretty good good tym with mak son and her cucu, tiana, at the airport..When there to do some revisions...huh...so condusive place...so peaceful..the food was nice..but then, never bought them coz they cost a BOMB!..left skool at around 11 plus..Well, supposed to attend lect at 3pm but i skipped..hahax..notty me..keep it up yar..oh yar, well...supposedly, i must collect my nursing uniform but then totally forgotten about it.GRRR argh..shit.was waiting fer that moment and i totally forgot..what a waste..i already paid $60 for two pairs..okay..noting much to say..dun really feel the mood to write much =)

2008-05-10T17:13:00.006+08:00

Had a pretty good time yesterday after skool..Hung out with my dear aisyah aka mak son..fer early dinner at alumni. Had some chicken cutlet while aisyah had her beef fried rice...But then, there seems to be no beef at all in her fried rice..The food was her treat..While the drinks were on me.. We both had iced lemon tea coz we both tot it was really temting eh mak son eh...heez..Well then, after which we both exchanged our food coz i think aisyah kinda regret choosing her fried rice..Yeah.... and we chatted for so long like as if there is no tomorrow..

2008-05-08T21:11:00.000+08:00

Go, go back.

Bet you didn't think I could do it, come on.

Got my feet back on the ground, look for something new.
There's been too much goin' down, I don't know what to do.

They say that what you never had you never miss,
So tell me why I never knew a love like this.

Right here (nothing else matters)
Waiting (things are getting better)
You're the (only thing that matters)
One thing (I'm never givin' up)

Should have seen it from the start, that you were always there.
Ain't no tearing us apart, I can't believe you're here.

They say that what you never had you never miss,
So tell me why I never knew a love like this.

Right here (nothing else matters)
Waiting (things are getting better)
You're the (only thing that matters)
One thing (I'm never givin' up)

I'm needing in my life, It's taken time for me to realise.
How come I never saw you, Standing right before my eyes.

Right here waiting. Right here baby, Right here baby

Right here waiting. Right here baby, Right here baby

They say that what you never had you never miss,
So tell me why I never knew a love like this.

Right here (nothing else matters)
Waiting (things are getting better)
You're the (only thing that matters)
One thing (I'm never givin'up)

I'm needing in my life, It's taken time for me to realise.
How come I never saw you, Standing right before my eyes.

2008-05-04T13:33:00.002+08:00

ooooooooooooooo

yeeeeaaaahhh

weeeeeeee

mann, i lurve my new skin larhs....nice kan..Butterflies at the top =) =) =)
i simply loike butterfliez ya know.. credits to the person who design this layout (:
ur creativity is damn unique larh *winx*

2008-04-29T11:01:00.002+08:00

Dunno the reason why...

But i juz feel like blogging away..
I skip skool today, valid reason being i am UNWELL
got cough got flu.. Cant meet my loved ones 2day...sobsob..I missed them lots though only for a day.
COUGH COUGH..there i go. Actually got sick from yesterday.But yesterday was worse.headache, tummyache, felt like fainting in MRT.Got no place to sit..and tats juz my luck.But i tahan.
no choice but reach skool late trying to relieve the pain away.Yeah, so decided not to turn up today, for fear the condition got worse.
Waited for my turn to face the doctor juz now..Took such a long time though very little people..Got quite irritated wen i see one lady going in and out the doctors room several times..Wonder wats the reason for her to do that..
Anyway, waiting time all over now...back home safe and sound..See u galz 2morro in skool alryt.*Winx*

2008-04-27T12:19:00.002+08:00

Haiizzz... lama jugak i never update my bloggie...Busy arh. busy giler babi..Ada project, presentation, case study and watsoever...yeah nursing 2.1 really lots of stuff ya know..Maybe now is like juz stART SKOOL SO never really feel it that much.In time to come, see how it goes lah..But then, the earlier u start to prepare, the better..i figure
love last friday like truckloads... lagi2 dengan presence mak son tu, tings juz got soooo hype out..
ajak dia merayap dekat bukit timah plaza after skool..Saja jer. The place also, not that much things to see..Dari luar building, we felt like we are in johor..U know is like places like juzco, giant and carrefour...yeah, reminded me of the time wen i was in lower sec, my family and i went shopping at johor... memories felt so the wonderful..sometimes, good memories make u feel like u want to go back to those times betul tak??..Yar..mak son & mak par jalan sana jalan sini explore2 tempat..the place also, not much people..Singapore ni, if go anywhere, most places are juz shopping centres mahz..Everywhere is like almost the same...heeeezzz.
da tu, jalan2, time nak balik both of us got sesat..cant remember from wich floor we came from..Padahal tempat nyer bukannya besar sangat seh.Grrrr..bad sense of direction mana tak sesat eh mak son eh...nyehehe

2008-04-15T20:27:00.006+08:00

counting down
three
two
one...
and there it goes...Its already 14 april and the beginning of new semester...haiz, after 2 whole months, and I really mean WHOLE month of holidays, its time to go back to school oredi..Jalat seh nak bangun pagi2.So used to waking up late during the vacation and waking up early fer skool is like...ergh... so sien..Supposedly, i am suppose to be yr 3 this sem...But then coz i never manage to complete my yr 2 modules, no choice lah must stay in yr 2. I REALLY2 hope tat this tym round, i dun have to repeat any modules anymore..oh god, please help me. Hmmmz 2.1 is really a tough module man.1st day of skool onli can feel it oredi.But never mind lah.All i care now is to do my job seriously and make it to the next round.

2008-04-08T20:28:00.003+08:00

Beauty... hmmm a very subjective..Memangnya, everyone punya tafsiran berbeza tentang kecantikan..Well, a woman's beauty is not just based on her physical appearance.Coz physical attraction does not last forever even though one can delay aging isn't it..Besides outward beauty, it is important for one to have inner too...Ianya terletak dalam pelbagai aspek seperti.. the character, budi pekertinya and also in the way she carries herself. It is never wrong for a guy to fall for a girl coz she is hot, pretty and so on...But then, looks are important only initially.In the long run, its who u are that counts.I think if one is blessed with good looks, he or she shud be grateful..Yar, pasal orang pun senang terpikat per.Fer someone who may be kurang lawa...kiter kene fikir lah mungkin they have something that we dont.Like maybe she is more confident than us or maybe come from a wealthy family or maybe she is far smarter than we are....Only god knows.Whatever it is, i believe every one gal punya attractivenessnye yang tersendiri cuma kadang2, kita aja yang tak prasan.

2008-03-27T20:40:00.003+08:00

ishhh lama seh aku tak gi rumah zila...the last time aku gi umah dia...dunno lah... cant remember also...yeah..Gi umah dia tadi dia ajar aku camna nak masak lemak cili padi..Aku buat dgn dia.Sedap sak..Boleh tahan dia masak..And that includes me also lah.. hehe.Kesian dia tadi.mak nya asyik interrupt jer bila dia masak.. I dunno, but i juz love to learn cooking with her..Da boleh kawin ni budak.Tak macam aku ni... haiz masak yang simple2 jer..jagung, nasi, goreng ikan and the like.HMMM insyaallah satu hari pun aku pandai masak jugak lah.Yeah, cant depend on mom and dad cooking all the time what.Den, dabis masak, dabis makan and everything, we kuar gi bukit gombak gi cari seluar zila.The clothes over there..hmmm not bad.Aku pun kepingin nak beli skinny jeans black color.Tapi takda duit.Da lama actually aku nak skinny jeans hitam.. Takpa lah save duit alot alot, satu hari nanti dapat lah. Yeah so tats it lah for this post.Tak tau apa lagi nak bebual..So far, i guess my posting sume tak panjang sangat lah eh.

2008-03-22T20:14:00.003+08:00

Time table baru da kuar pun..cepat jugak seh...Module yang aku amik is ns2, ns1, pharmaco, nr, PAS2 and NS3...aku sedih seh takda NSL... cam mana bleh takda nsl ni..Aku heran lah.I am not juz heran..I am worried too. Also, feeling sad.Aku harap2 yang this is not the time table...Aku pun sedih coz tak dapat sama class dengan azizah next sem.GRRR, camna bleh jadi gini.I wonder what is the reason fer such things to happen..I was looking forward to nsl ESPECIALLY.
Aku harap2 ada changes in the time table yang satu ni...AKU NAK NSLLLL.dear god, please grant my wish i wanted so much...haiz ifa, ifa, brapa kali kau nak ulang nsl kat sini ni. hmmmz well tgk arh camna yar..Hmmz anyways, aku pun tak paham knape aku nak nsl sangat..Maybe is becoz, i am waiting fer the next attachment or i like skills??? not sure

2008-03-18T19:47:00.002+08:00

Whooooz... gotta gewd day last sat at ECP.Catch up with dee and joseph fer some chill out session. Lucky the whether was good..Otherwise, things wont be going as planned and that will be like spoiling the mood man...Coz it has been raining for the past few days.Raining non stop.It was dee's idea actually to chill out on sat.Good choice dee.. U are so predictable. to choose a sunny day... hehe. Actually she said she wanted to go to changi to watch aeroplane fly across the sky..Well, about that, it sounds cool but the thing is, we already prepared to chill out at east coast..It was my idea actually so i asked joseph to tag along as well..Over there, we had our lunch at mac, the we headed of to the park to blade and cycle.We bladed more than we cycled.Bladed till my legs hurt.Spent like about 3 hours i guess exercising till my legs hurt.But nvr mind abt that coz the important thing is, we had loads of fun alryt guys.I fell onto my butt when i bladed and it hurts.But it was lots of fun though.Yeah, 3 hours of physical activity and my tummy grumbles again coz i was craving for chicken mcnugget so, we headed of to mac again fer a light snack..and chit chat..So basically, that was it for the day..Hopefully we can meet up again and chill out k guyz...winx

2008-03-14T15:52:00.003+08:00

checked the results juz now to see how I had done for the papers...alahai... quite poor lah..Aku nyer PAS tu...aku suruh kawan aku ajar pun boleh fail.Aku ingatkan aku pass tau.sedih seh aku.Kene repeat plak tu.Aku pun tak tau asal bleh fail..agaknyer careless mistake ke...Tak tau lah...So far, 2 modules i must repeat which is NS3 and PAS2. Da brapa kali ni asyik kene repeat modules jer.Haiz, kalo cam tu asyik buang2 duit my parents jer lah..I know they werk so hard and paid for my education..and this is like unfair lah.Bukan skola aku jer..Adik aku yang bakal masok poly tu, pun kene bayar skola dia jugak...Haiz, things juz gets more & more expensive.Banyak pakai duit ni...Aku da plan, lagi 2 tahun gitu kene graduate.Kalo tak brapa lama nak stay kat skola.Bapak aku pencen masa aku 23 nanti..By that tym nak kene keje lah.From now onwards, i think i better put in more effort in whatever i do.If i slack, boleh kene dismiss.Tu yang bahaya nye.Gone so far already and kene dismiss will be like so sayang lah.Bleh regret nanti..Hmmm, i better avoid such things from happening b4 it hits me hard and leave a such an impact.

2008-03-02T21:13:00.003+08:00

Ahax at last, after like 3 years of not meeting each other, me and my sec school classmate, yana finally met up.Idea aku sebenarnya nak ajak dia kuar.3 tahun tak jumpa beb.kene keep in touch lerr.Yeah tats one way to keep in touch. Kiter gi main pool kat west coast juz now.Me, yana n her matair.Yeah had lots of fun with dem juz now.I planned the outing actually.They made my day thou i waited fer yana for like about an hour juz now.But its ok... i am cool with it.Well, i am not really a pool expert. So they taught me the techniques n stuff till i am able to break and shoot.Tanx a lot guys..I really appreciate ur guidance..coz it has been quite a long time since i played pool.Maybe lain kali kiter bleh pergi lagi eh.insyaallah.Den pas tu kita pergi lepak2 kat bawa blok pulak..haix.. kawan aku ni... kerenah dia bleh buat orang pecah perut jer.. tapi aku suka.. tulah sikapnyer sejak sec school lagi. maintain eh yana eh..It was quite a lot of fun and satisfying ya know. haiz wen can i start werking nie... macam da tak sabar lah.holidays panjang plak tu. i dun want to be stranded fer so long at home..nothing to do and so dull and boring. i wanna find money lah.someone please help me. I am in need of cash. Cash flow running down already. How to survive like that..I dun wanna rely on my parents all the time.. especially wen the age is turning 20 in like months to come. well anyway watever it is, i will pray hard to get the job as soon as possible :P

2008-02-27T20:32:00.002+08:00

gosh oh gosh exams already over peepz.yeah..and i have like about two months of holidays.And err hopefully i get a job part tym one. Guess wat guys, my fren recommended me to werk at her family business and i accepted it.I went to the place already with her yesterday to see how it looks like.Well, a small one kinda like coffee shop like tat.I will be in year two again next sem.Boo hoo..my other frens were already upgraded to yr 3 while i am still kinda stranded over here.wha wha :( well its ok anyway i guess as long as we graduate alryt ppl .yup2 hee.grrr about the exams... so pretty scared about the results.oh god plz help me. i need ur protection ryt here ryt now..Well anyway tat tym my lecturer showed the whole lecture the attachment period fer yr 3.It was kinda scary ya know during weekends and public hols must go to werk.hmm too bad fer us lah cannot enjoy. And she also showed the tym when we can already start werking.Yikes, we will all miss the good tyms tat we had in skool.The thing is, looking back, skool tym is the most carefree days of ur lyf.So tresure it.Wen u start werking , u already got to earn ur own money, be independant, the shift werk and the like.so during that tym u have so little tym for leisure already... so guyz, enjoy ur school days as much as u can alryt.But i am not telling u to enjoy till u spoil ur future lah. well till here i end my post.winx

2008-02-07T21:40:00.003+08:00

hmmz... ryt now, thinking of the future that is coming ahead of me.Going to have a career in like a few years time.My dad pencen so, that means i am going to be the next breadwinner of the family...yelah, anak sulung katakan. I thought about the amount of bill i have to pay for the house, i thought about the money i have to give my parents, i thought about the CPF money i had to pay back to papa every month and also the amount of money i had to give my younger siblings if i had to for their expenses as they are still schooling. I really hope that they spend wisely... If not then bankrupt deh..Den wat we want to eat? well maybe if they werk part tym then its a bit easy lah.Yeah, next tym, wen we werk, maybe that is the tym we really feel that it is not easy to get cash to survive.Yeah, maybe being a breadwinner may not be easy job.Tengok arh camner.Got to experience for oneself.But the good thing is, its about being independent.Support urself, support the people around u and the like...During school life is like so carefree where u dun have many things to worry about.But the moment u have ur career, its totally a different world already.. How i wish time dun fly as fast but too bad certain things cannot be altered by any human beings.Its in the way it is so juz accept the fact and live with it. Yeah, when tym comes, everyone has their responsibility to carry.be it light, medium or heavy. Alryt people, i am kinda like running out of idea about wat else to say hence all i can say now is..Adios =)

2008-02-01T10:32:00.000+08:00

Its gotta been a looonnnggg long long time.I cant remember the last time i updated ma lil bloggie.Been busy lately with projects, assignments and stuffs. And furthermore exams is coming up and soon, i will be moving up to the next level of my year 2.Haiz... stress seh.So much work 2 do.Well hopefully after everything da beres, boleh lah releks for 2 bulan.Maklumlah eh aku takda attachment.heehee. I kinda not really prepared to go yr 3 yet lah.Anyway kawan2 aku yang lain diaorang graduate lagi cepat dari aku lah.Tapi yang pentingnya aku graduatelah.Yar... the thing is mungkin kalau tengok diaorang graduate dulu aku cemburu sikit.Ntahlah tak tau arh.See how it goes.Well nothing much to write.till then u shall stop here.see ya ard astalavista baby

2008-01-19T14:05:00.000+08:00

arlox bloggie.Its been a long time since i touched u.I missed u so.Not juz u..I also miss my..ehem ehem..ok shall not mention the name. Ok the thing is school is juz getting more n more busier ya know.integrated assignments blablabla.Haiz so tired.Must keep up late nyts.Got no choice. Juz finish up wat has to be done.Haiz..bila si bazilah ni nak kuar dengan aku eh..Dia nyer project tu mengganggu arh.Tapi apa aku nak buat.Brapa lama lagi aku kene tunggu babe? aku betol2 harap satu hari we dapat kuar cam dulu.Haizzz.tengok lah camner.Anyway smalam aku gi umah azizah...actually ingatkan nak nak gi bukit panjang plaza...skali tak jadi..singgah kat umah dia pun jadilah.Kita cerita2.cerita pasal itu, ini...macam macam lah.Yup2.makan dinner pun kat umah dia.Ingatkan nak blajar skali tak jadi, so kita bebual lah.Dengar problem dia and stuff.. aik..ada bulu kucing kat screen computer plak..tak perasan seh..ok never mind about that anyway..exam is nearing so i hreally hope that i will be able to do well...it goes to everyone lah eh..success to all instead of self.yup2 hopefully things will go smoothly as times go by..see ya ard

2008-01-11T09:57:00.000+08:00

haiz...da lama seh aku tak tulis blog...rindu tau.. hehe.Anyway, bowling at west coast was fun.I went out with azizah n her sis and her mother tat tym. Had a good tym with them.Well, the thing is, i waited 4 about 2 and a half hour for azizah to arrive coz she took the wrong bus and got lost at tekka.mak aik! tekka. haiz.tunggu punyer lah lama but in the end sampai jugak. After boling, we headed to clementi for lunch. I had nice treat from azizah's mum.she treat me some noodle soup.tanx auntie, that was really nice of u.I really had a g8 day with u guys.telling stories accompanied by laughters, hearing azizah's sis who was super kecoh and loud...was such a light up fer the day.Wonder wen we can go out again and have more of such fun.Yup tat was it for the day lah.Reach home at about 7.30pm tat day.such a fulfilling day for me.yup2 hahax =)

2007-12-31T19:51:00.000+08:00

haha.. guys guess what . i got something to blog about regarding wat happen the other.Well, the thing is i went to a shop accompanied by my little sissy to buy some stuff.I happen to find out that i did not have enough cash so i headed of to the atm machine to withdraw some cash.the moment i put in the card, key in the pin and amount of cash and stuff like that, that stupid atm machine ate away my card which made me taken aback and i got a bit panicked.So... too bad i cant redeem the card back.There was this helpful guy who lent me his hp to call the number but then to no avail.. I really appreciate his help thou. But then i decided to head down to the bank the next day to sign up for another atm card..When i updated the account book, boy oh boy i had spent about half of the cash already.At first, the amount was 3000+ and now it had come down to 1000+.quite a short time i must say...oh well, since that incident, i tend to get quite phobia at tyms to withdraw cash...but i think it is best to be care ful next tym and fork out cash only wen needed.haizz camtu lah kisah nyer.Kuarkan duit nak lah kene careful2.Coz saving ur money can help u in times of difficulties ya know =p

2007-12-27T18:44:00.000+08:00

tick tock tick tock it has already going to be the end of 2007.and new yr is coming soon.haizz time flies fast nowadays.When I was younger, time walks.But at the age of 12, time flies.hmm has wings already ya know. Yeah, gotta say goodbye to my teen times and say hello to my 20s.Time to start afresh coz I am going into adulthood already.But nevermind, coz sume orang kan boleh choose to be old in age but young at heart.ryt guyz? Masa berlalu dengan pantas skali.makin lama makin cepat.kata orang ni tanda nye kiamat nak dekat lah tu.Yeah, dunia ni makin lama, orang makin lalai dengan tanggungjawab masing2.leka dengan keseronokan dunia.Yup2 camtu lah nampaknyer.So yar, its going to be 2008 soon and I hope that this time will be a blessed and wonderful year ahead for everyone insyaallah lah.I hope that everyone will be able to make improvements in certain areas to achieve the goals that you has set.God bless :)

The Haj Day...

2007-12-21T13:09:00.000+08:00

The haj day yesterday was so much different from the previous years i must say...Coz my family and I only went to one house, which is my grandma house from mama side.Usually, we head off to mama side grandma den to grandma house on baba side. But not yesterday.Coz there is no car i guess...But nevermind, it was a good day , gathering with cuzzins and telling stories about what we have been up to, how life has been going on and stuff like tat.Well i got some of advice from my oldest abang sedare about this and that, boyfrens, work blablabla.I think the best piece of advice will be the one regarding boyfren, since i am still single and yet to learn about going into a relationship.Tanx abang. I really value ur advice. Yeah like tat lah. The boring part will be the tym wen they got to leave and there will be like no more things to talk about =( and anyway, my family was the last to leave.We were the last to arrive and also the last to leave. Anyway school is going to reopen soon and i hope that i will be doing better in terms of my studies and pass the next exams with flying colors.Insyaallah lah.

2007-12-19T17:35:00.000+08:00

Boo boo. I feel so bored this few days.The boss never call me up to go fer training at the cashier.He said he will call up on sunday.But till now still no response from him.Well, the thing is, i juz felt lyk changing location of part tym job and i am thinking of one which is super near my house.The shop is cheers =).My training at 7 eleven den i want to change at cheers pulak.haha boleh lah.nak keje part tym cashier.The thing is, aku belum pasti sama ada bleh dapat tak kerje nye.Dekat jer dgn rumah aku.So i suppose not much problem lah eh.Insyaallah lah.and also i hope it does not clash with my school stuff and also my leisure tym :)

A few weeks ago...

2007-12-16T18:54:00.000+08:00

Well wat happened a few weeks ago was I was caught red handed by my mom for wearing nail polish.The colour was soooo obvious man.She scolded me, asking me to remove it coz if my dad caught me with colored nails, I will be sooo dead meat man.All i could say was later later....and it took me hours b4 i remove them.Mom says, as malays it is wrong to wear nail polish and i dun understand why.But the thing is,it is one of aku nyer favorite cosmetic..Apa aku bleh buat seh...Hmmm sedih tau...pakai stakat untuk suka2 jer.Well,dunnolah wen tym permits next tym, i can consider putting on again...heee.nauty me.

A day to train...

2007-12-13T19:43:00.000+08:00

Hey, guess what, today is the first day of my training for my part tym job.Skola nak dekat bukak baru dapat kerje baru...hee..tapi but never mind.As long as i get a part tym job to handle my own expenses is good enough already.What I mean by expenses is when i go out with my frens and stuff, i can fork out my own money. I will only be working once a week when school reopens coz i got to do projects and stuff blablabla.I know it is kinda like hectic. Need to crack brains etc...Well, the training just now was a bit tough.well, not so tough whrn there is less people.But when there is quite a number of people queuing up, that will be the tough part coz u have to make sure that u dun key in the wrong amount, give the correct change, count the money properly and stuff like that. oh ya i forgot to mention.I will be working at a store called 7 11. yup2 at cck area. Well hopefully things will go smoothly...If god is willing..Got to train myself to work fast and consistent ya know.Well it applies to other jobs too.yup2...So peeps, when u are free do come down to cck 7 11 and buy ur necessities there alryt.hope to see ya there.winx

2007-12-09T18:49:00.000+08:00

That day, i went out with Azizah to find a part time job.Macam2 tempat kiter pergi.At bt panjang, we tried mini toons.at yew tee we tried 7- 11, and at cck, kiter try apa eh.Eh, tak, we never go cck.hehe sori.yeah like tat lah.Actually azizah recommend me to work at the cosmetic shop sana but i am not interested lah.Juz stand there...like so boring u know.The good thing is, she say u can bring home the cosmetics.Well, I think i had enuf cosmetics already lah.And also I think the customers dun need any help.After wich, we headed to her house for a nice dinner.I ate nasi lemak Azizah masak.Dia tanya sedap ke tidak.Aku kata boleh lah.Yang penting dia ikhlas kasi aku makan eh azizah eh.and also Dapat jugak aku tengok boypren azizah face to face.heee.Well camtu lah cerita nya.For now, aku stop here lah.Insyaallah, anything exciting, I will post here winx

horror stories

2007-12-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

2day, wat happen was I watched 2 horror dvds.One is dead silence while the other is suster ngesot, an indon show.Well, from the starting the show is already super scary.In this suster ngesotwell, there is this particular ghost whose face is like super horrible crawling on the ground and love to grab people leg.This monster also kills both innocent and non innocent life.What the hey. I think the ending of the story is so sad coz this devil killed someone who did nothing wrong towards her.I kinda dun understand the last part of the story.Well this ghost used to be a nurse in this particular hospital.There was a tym she was actually killed by her own boyfren.She was greatly shocked to find out that her boyfriend had an affair with her own best friend.She found out this incident where she came home from work only to find that her boyfriend was lying on the bed with her best friend.She approached them and wanted to give her friend a big knock but she lose out.Instead, her bf hit her and she fell on the ground.Not juz that...He also took a mini table and hit her leg repeatedly and she screamed in pain.Then he buried her behind the wall and after which she died a gruesome death.

2007-12-01T14:54:00.000+08:00

Wella, today is another boring day for me ya know.Juz sitting around at home doing the same old chores, sitting in front of the computer and blogging and stuff lyk tat.Haiz, this school holiday is going to be filled with projects for presentations when school reopens.Oh well, don't feel like writing much.Guess I shall stop here.

Skool vacation

2007-11-30T18:01:00.001+08:00

Well, now is the starting of school vacation and the good news is...I have no attachments for this semester.Cool ryt? hee. So i am having one month of break.The thing is, I am trying to look for a job.Maybe work as a cashier? i guess.My purpose is to earn my own money so tat wen i go out with my frens i dont have to rely on my parents for the money.Gotta learn to take things on my own from now onwards.Skool, work, I know it is going to be tiring but then Nothing is easy. Everyone have to go through hardship in life.So ...yar life is like that.But the reward is sure satisfying.One month sitting at home doing nothing is simply so boring and dull and so plain and so dreaded.So better go out and do something.When skool reopen later on, hopefully I can improve in my skool stuff coz I know that during the common test, I had not done well enough.But that does not mean I will not do well forever.I am sure that when everyone puts in effort, the payoff will be good. Winx :p